I think I might be losing my mind. I've been seriously thinking of going back to school recently (cue round of applause). But the problem is... Where do you even start?! I have a few ideas of things I would like to do... I have it narrowed down to basically:
1. Nonprofit Management
2. Interior Design
Incredibly different things. So how exactly do I decide what I want to do? Which leads me back to one fundamental question... Why the hell is this so hard? Let's step back and break this bad boy down...
1.
Why do I want to go into nonprofit management?
I have always been very interested in leaving my community better than when I found it, let that be in a small or significant way. I love to help people, which I think, is why I became a Psychology major in the first place.
What could I do with the degree?
I am currently involved with Women's World Health Initiative so maybe I could move up in this organization. I would also be qualified to apply for management positions within other nonprofits.
The title of the program is Community Leadership so technically I could work in any organization in a leadership/management position. But this is geared more toward nonprofits and government based learning.
Does it truly interest me?
Simple answer, yes. I think this would be an extremely rewarding and interesting career path. Is it something I think is "fun"? Probably not. One thing that does concern me is the bureaucracy of government. I'm not a politically driven person and I feel like this might force me to become one.
2.
Why do I want to go into interior design?
Since I was very small I liked to be creative. Let that be drawing, painting, sculpting, or rearranging furniture. I truly can't tell you how many times I rearranged my furniture in my bedrooms all the way through college. I remember helping my mom rearrange her furniture, so really it's her fault (just kidding, kind of) and I always liked to take pieces of furniture and make them my own.
What could I do with the degree?
I could work under other more established designers for a few years and then maybe move into my own business. I know this degree is a little more limiting but I think there are opportunities out there, you just have to search. I contacted a local designer/blogger today to see if there is a possibility for an internship with her (nervous!!).I'm a little scared that I could very well end up in the same position I'm in right now.
Does it truly interest me?
In every single way. I love the fact that I could be creative on a daily basis and I would be able to work with people. But I'm a little more hesitant because this doesn't exactly fall under the "responsible grown up job" category.
So in the end I'm truly torn between doing something that is interesting and responsible and something that is completely awesome and a little terrifying. What should one do?